- Quit my job last week
- Taking 2 weeks’ break in which I will OD on games, tamagotchis, animu, writing fic, drawing porn and getting tattooed
- Full time illustration?!
Anonymous said: Hello! I recently read and very much enjoyed your Silent Pardner fanfic on TF2 Chan, but noticed that it hadn't been updated for awhile, with no recent messages from you. I was a little worried over this, so I looked you up and found this Tumblr. I'm not asking you to continue it, of course-- I just came here to make sure you're all right. If you aren't, I do hope you'll get better soon, and if you are, I hope you stay that way for a long time!
Oh gosh wha— I don’t deserve such a lovely message fasdjfadafsa
I can’t believe anyone still remembers that fic, much less wants an update. ;////; I’ve been agonising over updating it but last year was absolute hell with a lot of things (good and bad) going on. When I write, it’s a very emotional process for me. And when you keep getting betrayed and hurt by people, it’s hard to get in the right headspace and feel what the characters feel. I mean, why would I want to write about fixing a damaged relationship if it keeps failing for me IRL?
This year has been better, and I’m actually sitting on an update for it right now! One of my resolutions this year was to finish it, so I will try my best for you and what few other people are interested :)
|mawaru:||all baked goods are just bread in different disguises|
|Doctor Fetus (Jay):||what bout that dank kush|
|Doctor Fetus (Jay):||:k|
|Doctor Fetus (Jay):||:j|
|Malapine:||mmm freshly baked nodes of tumor kush|
|Doctor Fetus (Jay):||HEHE|
|mawaru:||ohgod I-- really want to write that now|
|mawaru:||"Doc, what if we... what if we teleported this fine baked good, Doc. :v"|
|mawaru:||and they were high for weeks and starved to death the end|
|Malapine:||thats the way I wanna go|Gonna livestream tomorrow around 10am AEST (8pm EDT / 12am GMT), so come prepped with snacks and patience for my nervous jitters. Open to SFW requests. I might take NSFW requests (but no OCs, sorry) - just depends on the crowd at the time. From recollection join.me only lets in a certain amount of people at any given time, so apologies if you don’t get in. I’ll make another post when the join.me link is up. Hope to see some of you then! Edit: the ‘stream is for TF2 art only, this time. I don’t really like mixing fandoms in my drawing sessions, for some reason :v
Thanks everyone who came along! I’ll get the draws up soon :3c
moopdrea said: Psst you still streaming or did you post that like a while ago? :0 I might come on later if youre still streamin'
Ah yeah, that was a while ago! I was thinking of doing another one soon though. Probably in 2 weeks ‘cause I’ll be out of town next weekend. Stay tuned!
So I may have messed up my first public livestream. Sorry everyone who turned up and got nothing but a grey screen - turns out I was sharing the general Photoshop window, not my working file’s window. But hey, life experiences right?
Thanks Francis for swinging by and sticking around, it was fun! And I learnt how to draw a nice godly hand, hurr
Yoho followers, if anyone wants in to see me draw shitty art at this weird hour, feel free to join. I’ll take TF2 and Rick and Morty requests if they tickle my fancy
Title: In Which Gifts are Exchanged and Noses are Broken
Summary: Mawaru’s Secret Santa gift for the TF2Chan secret santa, which can be found here. (That link will take you to the rest of the secret santa writing prompts for the 2013 TF2Chan SS.) The pairing for this gift is Engineer/Medic. It’s a little angsty, but I’ve been reliably informed that the ending is adorable. Crit is very welcome.
Here’s the official request prompt: Engineer and Medic, same team. Bickering and sizing each other up over what “the best gift” would be. Turns out that’s exactly what they got each other for Smissmas. If NSFW, you could maybe spin it so they get hot and heavy before the gift exchange (sort of a “I know you best after all” deal).
Length: 4,419 words.
Warnings: Gratuitous German (though not too much of it.)
sob omg I didn’t think I was gonna get anything at all and then you had to go and be so awesome askdfjasdkf
YOU FILLED THREE ABANDONED GIFTS
YOU, SIR, ARE A
brb dying of feels